Missing you way too much today.
And I just can't stop these tears.
You shouldn't have left us so soon.
It's all becoming so uneasy for me. 
I'm not that old and strong enough to come out of this bitter reality.
But maybe I'm lucky enough to see you in my dreams so often.

Sometimes it's so difficult to just hold back my feelings.
But I think I just need to cry now!
I'm sure you're at a better place now.
And maybe that's all I can say to console myself!

I might not have been that expressive all my life but now I want to say:
I Love You!

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These weather changes are giving me a tough time now. My 2nd midterms are just a week away and I'm again falling ill. A month or so ago, during my 1st midterms, I gave every exam with watery eyes and red nosey =( And right after my exams ended, I was healthy and all well again! =/ I don't want this thing to repeat now! It's irritating!

A severe kind of flu attacked me yesterday and I could barely sleep last night. And today this darn backache almost killed me! All thanks to the 5-pm shower at which I'm always chastised severely =( So, in breakfast today I had soup! :/ Took steam before going to uni. Grrr... And when I got back home, I again had soup with "toasted" samosay! =/ Yep, a single droplet of oil/ghee seems fatal for me now =( I'm sick of sneezing, tired of coughing and fed up with this backache/headache =(

Why does it all have to happen right before or during my exams??? Or, should I rephrase it to, Why are my exams scheduled whenever I'm not in the position to study? =/

Prayers needed =(

Cheerio folks =(

PS: It seems odd wearing a sweater in this normal weather! But I have to cover my back in order to avoid backache, fever and flu! =/

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I'm the kind of person who, if showed the wrong path, would blindly follow it. But well, unlike every other person, I can also control my feelings fairly easily too. A lil contradictory, no? =D

Okay, back to the topic. I went to visit my Mamoo today, who recently had his Angiography and Angioplasty. He has been strictly advised not to smoke again. But when he picked out his pack of cigarettes, almost everyone in the room screamed!!! =D But he, ignoring all comments and yells, ignited his cigarette and started making rings. I made a futile attempt in asking him to stop smoking and he offered me his cigarette. At first I refused politely (=P), saying that I will, for sure, smoke once in my life, but that would be a pipe or a cigar! But when he offered me again, I took it without any hesitation. Aisay mouqay baar baar nahi miltay =P So, I lightly inhaled it, and tried to exhale the smoke dramatically. Poink!!! Nothing happened! So, the next time, I inhaled a lil too much and again exhaled dramatically. Bingo! I became a pro in no time! =P Hehehe

Although the smell of that cigarette was a bit too strong, but the taste was awesome! =P Oh, and did I tell you my Momma was sitting right next to me? =P After the puffs, I looked at her and acted all nauseated.

Me: "Momma, ye to charh gai!" *started counting my fingers as 1-2-5-3-9-6*
Momma: *worried* "Hey, madam, you gotta drive back home!!!!!"

Hahahaha =D That was a cool experience btw! =P Those of my friends who aren't allowed to even smoke sheesha kinda get electrocuted when I casually tell them that my Mom does sheesha too =D But I find sheesha to be more tasteful than cigarettes.

Happy ssssssmokin' folks =P

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There's some massive construction work going on in the Academic Block of our university. So, on the right side of the corridor (that leads to restrooms) is our class and on the left is the construction-in-progress work. During the Marketing class, half of the students (including me) had their eyes fixed on the workers outside, who were throwing trowel-full of mortar on the ceiling - quarter of which would fall down as a shower! =D It was really very fascinating.




After the class, I went to the washroom to fix my ever-annoying scarf. The moment I stepped out, one of the three workers started singing some cheapo song. And when I got near the class, I heard him sing the whole line of the song, "Akhioun se goli maaray..." =D Man, that cracked me up so bad, I sped into the class, and with another crazy laughing fit told the story to Rabia =D

That actually kept me smiling for the rest of the day =D Hey, no, it doesn't mean I have a crush on him =D The way he sung that cheapo song was dead funny! =D

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